a4J Youth Camp Glamorous|见证 Testimonies

张恩慈 Grace Chong



我没有后悔出席营会，因为我真的从中获益良多。在这之前其实我已对神失去
热情，阅读圣经对我来说如同嚼蜡，所以我宁可和朋友去看戏或闲逛也不想参
加营会。尽管如此，满有恩典的神吸引我，甚至让我带了一个朋友一同参加
《超级新星》，主也将我带回他的身边。

我还清晰记得营会的第一天，抵达UCSI时我问自己：“张恩慈，你在这里做什
么？”我对自己不能回答这问题而感到恐惧。直到第三天敬拜赞美的时候，神
透过“在我生命中，你是唯一的爱”这一句歌词向我说话。我开始哭泣，我明
白了神是我生命中唯一的爱，是唯一可让我们全心相信并交托的上帝。他是爱
的源头，世上一切和他相比之下显得微不足道，直到那时我才发现，从前是我
拒绝了神，并将自己的心投入错误的方向。

很喜欢营会里的所有教导，尤其是公开演讲。Jeff很幽默,我亦从他学到许多公
开演讲的贴示，还学以致用，勇敢地站在营会最后一天在台前分享见证呢！我
的朋友也很喜欢这营会，虽然她来自卫理公会，不习惯又跳又舞的敬拜赞美方
式，但她还是被我们的热情所影响并一同敬拜。我其中一位朋友也在营会里接
受了主，我实在太开心了，非常感谢主!

因着这营会，我改变了。没错，参加这营会是我假期里最棒的经验。

I have really learnt a lot from this camp, and I'm happy to say that I didn't
regret coming to this camp at all. To tell the truth, I wasn't really interested
in this camp when I first heard about it. I could think of a thousand "better"
things to do during the holidays. But in the end, I still signed up for it, and I
even brought a friend along.

Before the camp, I can say that I have almost lost my passion for Christ.
Reading the bible was a chore for me and everything was beginning to
get boring and tasteless. I guess that's one of the reasons why I would
rather go watch a movie or "lepak" with my friends at 1U than go for a
Christian camp. Nevertheless, it was God's grace that brought me to
"Glamorous", and also brought me back to His side.
 
I can still remember the first day of camp, vividly. When I reach UCSI, I
asked myself, "Chong Yan Chee, what are you doing here?" and I was
both surprised and horrified to find out that I couldn't answer that
question. Until the third day, when we were having praise and worship,
there was this verse that said, "在我生命中，你是唯一的爱", when I sang that
verse, God spoke to me and I just started crying. Yes, Lord, You are the
only love in my life. Jesus is the ONLY one worth loving in our life, there is
no one else in this world whom we can trust so fully as to give our hearts
to Him. He is the only source of love, everything in this world seem
miscellaneous compared to Him. At that point, I realised that I have been
neglecting God and putting my heart into all the wrong places instead.
 
I really loved all the classes provided too, especially the public speaking
one. Jeff chin was so funny and I picked up a lot of tips for public speaking
from him. I even went to the front to tell my testimony on the last day of
camp, and believe me, that requires a lot of courage.
 
Oh, my friend also liked this camp a lot. As she was from a Methodist
Church, she wasn't really used to all the jumping and dancing during
praise and worship at first. But in the end, she was influenced by our
PASSION and joined in too. One of my friends also accepted Christ during
the camp, and I really thank God for that.. I was so HAPPY!!!
 
As a conclusion, I am changed because of this camp, and yes, coming to
this camp is the BEST thing I did during the holiday!